Tom

superchoke1: who is this again? I forgot
Requiem F0r G0d: tom,i train at tai kai
Requiem F0r G0d: young kid about your size
Requiem F0r G0d: im on myspace too
superchoke1: u goin to see marcello tomorrow?
Requiem F0r G0d: of course!
Requiem F0r G0d: yu?
superchoke1: yeah, but I got to take it easy on my knee. I have surgery in three weeks
Requiem F0r G0d: youd better!
superchoke1: they are taking out part of my hamstring to fix my acl
Requiem F0r G0d: cant they take someone elses shit,jeez
superchoke1: rehab is actually longer for a cadaver
Requiem F0r G0d: didnt u say 8 months?
superchoke1: at least, usually 10 to 12 til normal again
Requiem F0r G0d: your tough,ull be fine
Requiem F0r G0d: you gona train me to fight when ur ready?
superchoke1: I am starting a porn business. let me know if you have any young bitches interested
Requiem F0r G0d: lol
Requiem F0r G0d: ill get right on it
superchoke1: seriously
Requiem F0r G0d: how young?
superchoke1: 18-29
Requiem F0r G0d: i will give a look
superchoke1: ill pay them up front
Requiem F0r G0d: with semen?
superchoke1: but I am going to give them a fucking they will never forget
superchoke1: and it will be on film
superchoke1: all over the internet
Requiem F0r G0d: im speechless
superchoke1: good stuff.........it is called porn
Requiem F0r G0d: say something bout it on your myspace,girls will buy it
superchoke1: already did
Requiem F0r G0d: lol,sweet
superchoke1: chiks are eating it up
superchoke1: but they think it is a joke
Requiem F0r G0d: local?
superchoke1: to start with
Requiem F0r G0d: i hear liverpool area is HUGE for porn
superchoke1: then porn stars
superchoke1: handle it
superchoke1: make the contacts
Requiem F0r G0d: ill be your asst. manager
superchoke1: you can do the interviews
Requiem F0r G0d: i got this niggeh
superchoke1: go on
superchoke1: chick?
Requiem F0r G0d: no,i was saying i got this,niggeh
superchoke1: you can give them their "tryouts"
Requiem F0r G0d: we can film that to,send it to their parents
Requiem F0r G0d: and mine
superchoke1: that is the idea
superchoke1: ill send it to their preacher too
superchoke1: he'll jerk to it
Requiem F0r G0d: they wont like it
Requiem F0r G0d: unless theirs to lil boys
superchoke1: oh I forgot
superchoke1: gotta go see ya tomorrow with the details
Requiem F0r G0d: later dood
superchoke1: get these bitches on it
Requiem F0r G0d: will do






ROFLLMAOBBQLOLHOLYSHITSDVTYBW6N4UN 7JBLAHG!!!!!!!!!!1111!!!!!!!!!1!!!!!!.....Thats my assistant instructor.....WTF?

Usually i get a call christmas eve saying where the dinner and festivities will be had later that night from my mother,or my grandfather.For some reasont hat didnt happen this yr,i never got a call the eve or christmas day,i just figured i wasnt wanted around,so i didnt call them.Strangely this doesnt bother me at all,im numb to this......is that wrong,shouldnt i be disapointed atleast?

Sometimes i think my ability to ignore certain feelings is a good thing,but other times i question it,like of course,this time.No matter what happends in my life,i always come back to the idea im born to be alone,im sure its my doing,but its the only way i know how to be,ive been alone my whole life never had a friend for more then a year.In my eyes,im doing the world a favor by not interacting with the world as i could,i find beauty in the things i need to,and in the few people are lucky to be so,i dont need to search further.For those who stick around,and put up with my thoughts,moods and other faults,i love you,for those who are nothing more then aquaitences,you are just that for a purpose,i want nothing more,you get me what i want,thats all i need.i dunno what this rantn means,but its nice to vent.

I will be alone until i find myself.






thus,my fav quote stands "all alone in a crowded room"

My car died,couldnt get the van i wanted.Havent been able to go to training because of lack of reliable car.Nothing at all really new,i just sit here all night,talk to people online who really dont give a shit what i have to say,watch tv.I did get a network adapter for the ps2 so i might waste my life away doing that instead.I almost chopped my thumb off friday.....finally after all my yrs of having knives around me,a serious cut.No girls,few friends.....the few friends isnt bad....but the girls....hmm....

single again,what a surprise.

new g/f,whom of which ive liked a really long time.......training is good,i notice im much better grappling with my gi,then without...which is good,but not for fighting.work is going ok,i had to tear up a tile floor the past two days,which if you havent before,avoid it at all costs.....ive been going back to ihop nowdays,now that lil' fecteau goes,its better,now i have someone i can relate to alot more then the others,thats not to say i dont enjoys the "others" company...depending on who you are...its nice to have someone there who can redirect my attention from the annoying people who occasionally show up.me and lauren are getting along a hundred times better then i thought...i knew wed get along,but not this much...i feel no pressure with this one,it feels damn good.Ong Bak is a crazy god flick,fucking see it now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

its amazing how much just being with someone that cares for you the same as you them motivates you....i need to learn to motivate myself,considering im usually alone...i motivated myself to train,surprisingly enough...but i have other things to worry about....this will be a grueling process,which ends i hope with goals fully achieved....but do i really want to be alone achieving my dreams?,whats a dream if you cant share it with others?whats a dream achieved without first hand support?...i have spent most of my life alone,am alone now,but for some reason i cant do this alone......or i can,but just have to find the balls to do it....

no more g/f,didnt work i habvent dated seriuosly in so long.....and she didnt wanna wait for me to get comfortable with her,but oh well,im sure im better off alone.i keep tryin to get back into training steadily,but i keep getting hurt,not my fault either,god dammit....tever

Holy shit,its been awhile....not much has happend still working,and training,doubt im goin to this tournament cant find a ride....sux...but i didnt at all get my hopes up.I have a gf,her names Megan...i spend alot of time with her,after training,mainly just watch movies at her house.Sucks working in time for friends i dont have the power to stay up late with the crew anymore,always too tired,ihop is bullshit nowadays.Havent been playing any gameas at all lately,havent had the urge,nor the time really,but when i do have time i just talk to people and surf....i got my knee twisted a lil at training,i can still walk fine,just no training for a couple days...it was my fault.

I wanna chill with people more,its nice when people call to chill,even if im busy its still nice to see people enjoy my company as boring as i may be....just call me sometime,anytime...










I'm fucking content.

40 dollars an hour.
free meals
free hotel
easy ass work
canadian strippers....


Bitchez.

What?! "Chappelle Show" Kaput?
Wednesday August 3 4:53 PM ET

By Josh Grossberg



Fans who were hoping that Dave Chappelle would soon return to work are not going to want to hear this.

Charlie Murphy, a writer and actor on the funnyman's top-rated Chappelle's Show, dropped a bombshell to the New York Post Wednesday, saying that, to his knowledge, the hit Comedy Central series has officially run its course.

"I don't think Dave is going to do it anymore," Murphy told the Post. "We shot about eight shows for the third season, and they're hilarious. They'll be released on DVD, I'm sure. But that's it."

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Murphy, the older brother of comic actor Eddie Murphy, has emerged out of his sibling's shadow thanks to his dual roles as both a writer and performer on Chappelle's Show. Viewers know him best in one skit, Charlie Murphy's True Hollywood Stories, in which he played himself relating real-life tales of hanging out with his more famous brother and whooping funk "Superfreak" Rick James' ass.

The segment caught fire thanks to Chappelle, who played James and turned "I'm Rick James, bitch!" into an instantly popular catchphrase, launching Chappelle's Show into the ratings stratosphere.

Season three of Chappelle's Show was supposed to premiere May 31, but production ground to a halt last April after Chappelle disappeared on an impromptu South African "spiritual retreat".

According to Murphy, all was "fun, very normal" during shooting. One new skit they did for the new season was one of the funniest bits they ever came up with.

"It was hilarious," Murphy recalled to the Post. "I was Frankenstein, Dave was the Wolfman, Donnell [Rawlings] was the Mummy. We were living together and experiencing problems, because we're monsters. But I thought it was because I was black that all these things were happening, not because I was Frankenstein."

All for naught apparently.

Chappelle's abrupt absence led wild press speculation as to why he went MIA.

Newsweek was the first to take a stab, reporting that friends blamed a combination of too much partying, overwhelming pressure to make good on his $50 million contract and creative sparring with Comedy Central executives led to the meltdown.

But Chappelle later said such suggestions were half-baked.

"I'm not crazy, I'm not smoking crack. I'm definitely stressed out," he told Time magazine in his only comments on the matter.

The comedian added that it was only now beginning to dawn on him just how much of a pop culture sensation Chappelle's Show had become, and the trip was necessary to clear his head and mull the show's creative future.

In late May, Chappelle eventually surfaced in his hometown of Yellow Springs, Ohio, before heading back to Los Angeles in early June and performing a series of surprise standup routines in area comedy clubs.

In another interview with TV Guide, however, Murphy indicated that Chappelle decided to pull the plug because he wanted to work on the new stand-up material for a big show he'd like to take out on the road later this year.

"I'm disappointed it ended the way it did, but I'm not angry with anybody," he said. "Chappelle's Show was like the Tupac of TV shows. It came out, it got everybody's attention, it was a bright shining star, but it burned out and for some strange reason, it burned out quick."

But as far as network president, Doug Herzog, has previously stated, the door is wide open for the entertainer's return.

"The ball's in Dave's court," Herzog told the Hollywood Reporter recently. "If you see him, tell him to phone home."

The loss of its top show has turned out not to have done much damage. Comedy Central ratings are actually up a bit this season, though Herzog acknowledged they'd be higher with Chappelle's irreverent humor aboard.

In any case, until they get an official confirmation from Chappelle as to what his plans are, fans will just have to be satisfied with the release of the first two seasons of Chappelle's Show on DVD, both of which have been selling like hotcakes and snagged the title for the fastest-selling DVD of a TV series ever.

theres a tv show on spike tv called the "ultimate fighter"...about a bunch of no holes barred fighters handpicked to contest for a contract with "ultimate fighting championship"...two will be picked...anyway one of the guys handpicked for the next season trains at my dojo.....hes deaf,i dunno his name yet,but its awesome,im honored....and ima see if i can be his first hand training partner....updates on this subject will be posted.....

Forgiveness walks on the open path to your demise,
my good man.
You will fall,
You will fail.
But alas,
my good man,
you will be forgiven.
Forgiveness is eterenally greatful among others,
but no,
not to my good man.
He will fall,
he will fail.
so it is,
my good man.
forgiveness is just not good enough for you,
not at all.
To you,
forgiveness is weak,
and failure is NOT an option.
My good man,
know this,
when you fall,
and when you fail,
you will be forgiven.
My good man,
he knows,
he knows these truths.
But we have forgotten,
to this good man,
failure is

not

an option.

01. Reply with your name and I will write something I like about you.
02. I will then tell what song/movie/icon reminds me of you.
03. If I were to apply an o'clock to you, it would be...
04. I will try to name a single word that best describes you.
05. I'll tell you the most memorable moment I've had with you.
06. I will tell you what animal you remind me of.
07. I'll then tell you something that I've always wondered about you.
08. Put this in your journal.

Workin' as usual,learnin' and earnin'.I almost broke a girls wrist the other day,Jenn,a purple belt studying to be a police officer,kool chick...I got her with a a wrist lock(forcing hand down towards inner forearm)she wasnt tapping,therefore i added a lil more pressure until CRACK "AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH TAPTAPTAP"....This is the first time i have tapped her.....I felt bad,but i knew it wasnt my fault.

I feel ive been improving greatly at class,people can tap me out less and less,but the problem is i can defend awesome,but lack the ability still to tap others,its not the submissions...its getting to them,ill learn.My striking is improving,i have an upper hand already for being left handed,my hooks are pretty,i need to work alot on my right hand,and the whole right side of my body too for control.I sparred with the Mixed Martial Arts instructor,full hand contact,no kicks or takedowns,he went for a wild right hook,i ducked and went left came up and answered with a left hook to the chin causing him to stumble...this determined the fact that im a counter attacker in the eyes of Ken,and Frank the boxing instructor.

I still havent gotten my gi,dammit,and im betting itll be the wrong size anyway IF it ever gets here,then ill have to wait another 10 fucking days for it....


I now have roadrunner at my shitty apartment.


I sat here yesterday watching a total of 4 hours worth of fight footage to see the things that happen most common...takedowns,and ground control....


I had today off of work,but i had to sit and wait for the roadruner guy.....he gets here at 7,doesnt finish til 10:30....so i missed open mat today.dammit,i also missed class thursday because i had no way of washing my damn clothes...Open mats not to big a deal,but missing class is a nono to me,i was furious....

I hung out with Adam and Rick for awhile,first time meeting Rick,great kid so far,lets hope he keeps it up,Adam id like to see more.....Its sad to think that no matter which way you look at it your responsibilities are more important to society then your friends....

I'm slowly heading back to the quiet angry boy i was when i first moved to New York.Steady decline i cant seem to stop,no reason at all.soon to fall off the face of the planet,back to no social life,as if i have one now.I hurt less people then belive it or not,i didnt get to know anyone,and they didnt me.....therefore.I dont know how to be fully,therefore im going to stay away from people.I exploded in a way i havent ever before.They say that you must face your fears,in order to solve them,or get rid of them.But when your biggest fear is being alone,what do you do?To explain,ive been alone all my life,people have been there,but havent stuck around.Being alone that long makes it so hard to know other people,i have literally hurt more people in the last 5 yrs since ive opened up then the whole time i was balled up.....putting me in this predicament...Should i risk hurting people to get away from my fear,or should i save everyone else and "face my fear"?As i think about it,i realize i have chosen....im inside,alone on one of my favorite holidays,when i could be around people whom enjoy my company,so they say...so,this is for you all....

I've played this song for people before,didnt know the name.all i knew it was by "a tribe called quest"...i played it for mike.....he danced a lil then the cd skipped...the song name is "if the papes come"...i must say in my personal opinion this the best rap song ive heard....




Do yourself a favor,and just listen to this song atleast once....

ugh,i need something to do...i need to get out and do something.give me ideas.

i got my haircut the other day,it looks like i did it,with my thumbs cut off in the dark...but the girl that did it was the most gorgeous creature ive seen in awhile,she gave me her screename...its an adventure.







this song is amazing....